Self imprisonment

Every moment that had passed by, I never manage to get hold of them just for a second and admire the feelings attached to them. When the chance had drift away, I could only regret and let sadness comfort me.

No symphaty will ever make me feel better again. No comfort is enough to heal my wounds, like a disease without a cure. Saddened by the faded memories, angered by sanity. There comes times where I would wonder if life could ever say with me any longer?

I wasnt even able to shed a single drop of tears to release all pains that are boiling inside of me. All kept inside unable to let them go. How can I ever get pass life with all these feelings inside of me. Tearing my thoughts as I tried and tried to forget them. Nothing seems to be able to get pass them. My sanity has reached its limits.

During the nights, I'll be silence by the darkness, pulled into the abyss, trying to break me down. All of these were done by myself. I had became my own enemy, an enemy that couldn't be evaded. I am lost in my own maze. How am I to go on? An answer is all I desire. What help could I get to free myself from being tormented by my own thoughts?