untitled II

i want to see you but you wouldn't see me.
i'm the past and the present that you are facing.
i'll be the last, the first for you to feel me.
wait in seconds, until you let your guard down.
make you feel i am around but never able to see me.

i'm trying to hold on, oh wait i can't be gone.
trying to stay calm, i won't let me be.
everything is wrong, denying me.
with words speaking of me. being paranoid
make them stop please. i won't let go.

wake me in my dream, imagined myself
i am not ready to break. tattered and torn
such a brat in me, lost life's will
you can't make me. loose control

this is such a fate, won't let it be
i think i'm ready now, or am i ready now?
when is the time that's right? ask me or ask the light?
i can't control my fate, i just can't
i can't control you fate, i just can't
i want to make them mine, i just can't
i want to make them yours. i just can't
i want to hurt your life, i just can't
i want to drink your tears, i just can't
i won't be the man,
who wants the fear to leave.