Suicide's beauty

How tasteless it made
Flowing smoothly from me
Blade covered by colour, beautified
Tears of happiness comforted by anger
Let my hate grow to consume all desires
My sins left alone, being pure from all
Promises for nothingness, I died with screams
Torn my skin, ripped my veins
Sweet pain desired by my heart
All I wished is for me to suffer
Tormented by death, eaten by life
The devil’s fear giving me hope to live
An angel’s flaw made me contempt
Tattering myself for the love I hate
Hell awaits my arrival
I’ll smile in blood, begging for it