Self Proclaimed

sleepless nights. tention grew having to know I've lost someone I desire. I proclaimed, in vain expressing the views I have towards the problem.

In reign, to condescend. Never was I able to disagree. Suffered then, leaving my trail with your disdain. announced my thoughts towards my feelings. ending a suffering moment that lasted for eternity.

Ravage through my body, torn apart between hate and love. I shall seek one who remembers and understand the passion of Christ. Turned into dust, in a decade. Made as a morbid soul, awaken by death.

Seeking one's answer, silent voice returned. Seeking one's truth, a tale of forbidden deceit. Living with fear, a gurdian angel they have became. Tears of my sadness be shed, anger protects me from pain. Doubt in life itself, fear saves me from death. One that made all became a lifeless soul lingering around the world, calling itself death. Unseen by eyes, heard by ears. A word out of its mouth will lead to a chain reaction.

So I left, not wanting them all. Kept the suffering to myself, being selfish not to share. And so I waited, and waited for the moment to pass. How long will it go, i asked but none replied. Tearless pain, sufferings unfelt.

So I left alone, keeping them all inside of me. Slowly I will be torn.