unreasonable doubt

lost, i proclaimed. taken from myself and be someone else. so i waited, longed for something like no other. ended up missing all that was meant to be mine. cried, will they come back? shed tears of joy when my hopes are up. brought myself to my knees when all else has faded. so i waited again, for something that's not.

see this, means nothing. what am i to do? i asked. petrified when a news spreaded across my domain. where else will it go? so i stayed, seeing something passes by. a chance or a hope, i pondered. waited amd waited, nothing came.

at last, i left. by the time i reached a certain point where i lost track of where i am, there it goes again. passed me by. on my knees again i cried. never will i ever could understand this passes. return to where i came? questioned myself. or should i keep going until i find what had passed me. there i waited, not moving. time moved so did my age.

at last, i died. unable to see anything. so there i cried for one last time.