The line from the beginning of your ancestors will end with you. Oh God you are amazing. The last of your family, the end of your name. In me you have stayed and yet I never found out the meaning of you to me. Endless suffering I have felt as you stayed and did nothing to live. My strength is yours to waste. My sanity as your playground to break. Years have you made yourself comfortable in me, ending up not wanting to leave. Although I have suffered, I am glad for your doing. Never will I live in denial so I have accepted the purpose of dependence. My faith never lifts my will and I ended up not hearing my own conscience even if I tried. Finally I have had enough. My thoughts have piled themselves together forming their own expressions. Our life shall be turned, one will walk on each shoes. My attentions never left you. Day and night I shall watch, never bothering myself, feeling down as long as you are hurting. Never denounce my fear as I am afraid of them even if death is the only option.