There's a lot of thoughts going round and roung in my head today. Some makes me sick and angry while others make me feel at ease. I guess I think too much. Dammit! What the heck man, just hope it all goes away after I have a good night sleep tonight. Well, sad to say I have no idea how to place pictures in this blog, dammit.
Is funny you know, how a person's thinking could change his entire day. Once your mood is not good, the day suck. If it's good, you would thank God for giving life to you. I would give anything to feel that way. Pain, anger and fear taken away from me leaving only what I would call hapiness is what I desire. Sadly, it's just a thought wanting it to be true. Wouldn't it be wonderful if wishes are true, that there's really someone who will grant oyur wishes without questions like a genie. God will grant our wish but we have to earn it. That's good of course. Well, what I am feeling now is worst than anything I felt before. Anger, discomfort and hopelessness all in one. To anyone who ever felt what I am feeling right now, you aren't the only one. To me, it seems like we are the same as a balloon. A tiny hole on the balloon is able to make it flat. A thought can make a person break down.
Son of a bitch!
