expressing unmeaningful verses

I can see you here but you wouldn’t even notice me.
I could touch you now but you wouldn’t even feel me.
Wait for the time and you shall be dead on the ground,
There I’ll wait until you really let yourself down.
Be calm, compelled, you are always this beautiful.
All the lies, all the pain you wouldn’t know.
In silence I shall crawl up behind you,
If I am heard then I’ll enjoy trying to hunt you.
I stayed forever,
I’m trying to be patient.
Passing time made me harder to breathe,
I’ll make you mine and always will be.

Please keep your voices down,
Be calm I am trying to find a way.
Did you hear the sound?
Did you feel the wave?
My heart is dying now,
I won't be in here now.

Bring me to my needs,
I am your disease.
Feels like such a pride,
You won’t take me.

I am nervous, preserved,
When I watched you fall.
So I’m sweating through my vein,
Just to see you crawl.
Make a wish,
Make a switch no,
Make it see.
I am willing to emerge, please don’t stick with me.
Give me a chance and I’ll beg for you to stay.
Take me away and I’ll make you forgive my stay.
So I am ready now,
Let us play it now.
Let this be a chance,
Let this be a change.
I don’t think I’m ready now,
I’ll make you ready now.
You could be seen in here,
You could be dead in here.
I will not take this chance,
I will not make it change.

Self Proclaimed

sleepless nights. tention grew having to know I've lost someone I desire. I proclaimed, in vain expressing the views I have towards the problem.

In reign, to condescend. Never was I able to disagree. Suffered then, leaving my trail with your disdain. announced my thoughts towards my feelings. ending a suffering moment that lasted for eternity.

Ravage through my body, torn apart between hate and love. I shall seek one who remembers and understand the passion of Christ. Turned into dust, in a decade. Made as a morbid soul, awaken by death.

Seeking one's answer, silent voice returned. Seeking one's truth, a tale of forbidden deceit. Living with fear, a gurdian angel they have became. Tears of my sadness be shed, anger protects me from pain. Doubt in life itself, fear saves me from death. One that made all became a lifeless soul lingering around the world, calling itself death. Unseen by eyes, heard by ears. A word out of its mouth will lead to a chain reaction.

So I left, not wanting them all. Kept the suffering to myself, being selfish not to share. And so I waited, and waited for the moment to pass. How long will it go, i asked but none replied. Tearless pain, sufferings unfelt.

So I left alone, keeping them all inside of me. Slowly I will be torn.