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Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Mistaken/Hidden Desire

The sun raises high into the sky, shinning its happiness to the world with hope in its heart. Life itself grew strong believing the day shall bring peace to some. Fates intertwine with one another, leading to adventures without bounds. Some being hopeful for having moments in the future which may bring nothing but pleasure.

Not many know of this but time is not whole. Moments chained to one another carry existence forward without remorse. Never halt to wait for anyone. Moments which have passed, many survived endless suffering brought forth by tyrants without mercy. Every life has its limits; every life has its own hatred and weaknesses.

For one particular day, a moment broke the peace which silenced abhorrence. Left speechless, my feelings towards everything died. Believing the ones around me misunderstood the intentions; I was weak and ignored to seek the truth within the words. Smiles shine wishing to hide mistakes, trying to overshadow any resentment born within the moment and the moments to come.

Countless feelings lingering without my thoughts, I came to acknowledge them without acceptance. Lies told having no one in mind to hurt we laughed for joy. As time goes by, words began to spread to other planes. More came with seeking for their faith in their belief. Smiles shown with lies told without thoughts made to understand anyone.

At day we converse, night we slumber. Pain and fear invited themselves to be among us without our knowledge and joining to break the bond we could have had. Night rose, giving the devil a moment to smile. Whispers traveled from one to another, giving birth to an unholy desire. From then on, foundations made to hold on to days which could have been spent without worries began to falter. Eyes filled with fear turned and glared, with the heart being held comfortably by horror. An innocent being who knows nothing made victim.

Day came, my heart torn apart for being made into someone I am not. The world others believed I wish to take feared me. Nothing has been done by me to deserve such a treatment. The day passed and night came. Moments between weakened my body and mind, begging me to let them be. I went back home, seeking solitude and trying to avoid the world. Then, I am told of the deeds done before my eyes.

From this day forth, I told tales hiding truth I wish to ignore. My conscience was held against its will. What am I to feel? What is the truth behind those tales I told? The answers to my questions were lost. Time has passed me by, taking what I truly feel with it. I am left here to ponder of the past. Actions taken then are hated by me. What am I to do to end such misery which is killing me? A blade before me giving hope to its consequences soften my heart.

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Beneath It All

Watch as I fall, screaming in joy for the love of pain. Fallen from heaven, I was hated in hell and so I walk among men on earth. Faces I seen, hiding lies beneath their smiles. Eyes staring at me with disdain disguised by false laughter.

I asked for nothing, taking everything for myself without others being made victim of my desires. And yet I am abhorred by my presence. Lies told without truth spread among the crowd, turning hate into dread. My body given to me were made grotesque, giving hope to those who believed in themselves. Pride made elegant, my worthless heart shattered to pieces. The world seek nothing but perfection, begging in silence to be acknowledged. Nothing were done, others pressing matters to their mind. I am left innocent, tortured by beliefs made by their own wishes.

Here before you, I show it all. Tearing my skin bits by bits, showing you what's beneath it. Emptiness filling the void which kills me slowly, is all I have to hold dear. I have nothing beneath it, holding nothing back. being afraid to show. I exist only for my needs, not for you.
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