Sides of living

Endless cycle, difference in appearance and yet some couldn’t care less. Everyone concerned in their own life, enjoying and suffering with one another or left alone to recreate their dreams and desires. Holding on to fulfill their wishes, some sacrifice their future for the beliefs they have complete faith on. Concerned minds feared for their future, ignoring their chances of excitements. Doubtful, they lingered in depression hoping to find satisfaction as for the ones who freed themselves from being life’s slaves, they willingly enjoy the finite time they have.

Lives carrying their own fate, ones unable to go on were heard by the world through their cries. Others not wanting pity lived on without any help. How simple one being can live with no knowledge of others around them. Believing only their eyes, endless callings for help silent by their ignorance. A task given to one, they focused and shun the world away. Smiles on their faces, frowns lost in their thoughts. Some slumbers while others awake facing the world with an eye. Consequences mean nothing when they are far away. For a moment, the future is empty, without thoughts on the past and future. Past flaws with guilt forgotten, lost forever and their meanings and purposes left to die within their hearts. The present is their purpose, nothing else. What could be done now is all that matters. Either to regret or to be relieve are concerns that comes later.

The beauty in such life condemned by the world. Ones having happiness only believe in such a way and yet a few hated it. When the end corners them; they fear. Purposes fulfilled, they face death as a friend with a smile of happiness having regrets locked away. Nothing matters anymore for them as long as they are able to smile. Anyone who cares for strangers will die having no heart that is whole. A choice for all to choose, how will one live? According to others of their own belief. How sad for someone to die not knowing what’s to be done.

How joyful for someone to either die with happiness fulfilled or sadness covering their eyes from the world where satisfaction resides.

Forsaken Love

We are the same, neither loved nor hated. Awaken from slumber and you were made into existence. Where lays the purpose we are to find? Exhausted from deepening your ways, found only flaws that made you pure. Gratified by others’ consent, you gave nothing in return. Resolved for nothing you returned to your sleep.

Heats of the living corrupted by visions separated from humane beliefs. You were torn apart, lost in conscience and left behind through endless time. When all else failed, their heads will turn. With eyes bleeding red, your beauty made as a god. Forgotten by them, murdered by their desire and yet in faith they returned for nothing, begging to find sympathy. Your love for them brought forgiveness. Without questions, their sins forgiven. For one who has no heart, lost desires could be found in you. Carried the burden of humanity in silence, you darkened the days of death. You brighten the days of life. Motionless, your wish reached their hearts.

Finally, I came to understand that your deeds are heartless. With no conscience you carried them throughout time. You being mother of life and death have no thoughts for them. For this I became infatuated in you. Neither for nor against, a cause misinterpreted by humanity.

In a moment where silence slumbers, I came to you. At last, I’ll rest by your side till the light fades into darkness. Return to dust I’ll have no worries. Quietly sleeping with hate buried deep in my heart. The thought of you kept me at ease. How beautiful a rose, your purity untouched healing my heart until it die.